"I like people with depth, I like people with emotion, I like people with a strong mind, an interesting mind, a twisted mind, and also someone that can make me smile."-Abbey Lee Kershaw (via heartbreakinashortskirt)
But I push through in spite of everyone who brings me down
I don’t understand why you are adding me on facebook when all your going todo is post thing to hurt me. You wanted your space and you want me to leave you alone so i’m doing that. I can allow you to have the control over my feeling like have been. I’m taking control and saying enough is enough. You’re not gonna keep destroying me and breaking my heart. I don’t deserve it. I want you happy and I hope you wish the same for me. So understand I can’t add you for my own sanity. I love you and that is why I can’t.
I have to let go for her because this is what she wants. She does not want me I can tell she has found someone else she is happy with and I respect that. I’m gonna give her the chance she deserves to find happiness with this new girl. I’m just gonna keep hoping she will someday see how much i love her and all i will do and give her. Till then I’m giving her all she wants. I hope and wish her all the happiness in the world. I love you Ashley. I love you enough to say Goodbye because this is what is best for you.
I just got back from the hospital and now i’m just resting. Those who care and love me will text and be by later. Just hope I mean something to Ashley and she will just text and see if i’m okay.